A SHORT MUSING FROM BEN.

it’s been a while. my absence has not changed the turning of the tides or ceased the cycles of the moon. i fall in deep respect to the order of things, to Him who is cause of such effects. i send words into the wind, lyrics of goodness, prayers that breeze through life. here, the birds fly.

(Benjamin Padero is a documentarist - a gifted aftermath in human form of U.P. Fine Arts and of Mowelfund… He writes! his LIFE IS prose has been, for 2 yrs now, one of his postings which i keep in my file & which i have posted 2 yrs ago in my blogspot - with his permission! *grin*     Ben, thank you for this one. May you continue being one, deep soul whose contribution to this world is your art. )

Check his domain & conquests:  www.paderewski.tk 

SUKIYAKI.

But in reality, you and I will never be. You took your love away from me.

- Played by Tuck Andres, my favorite guitarist next to Eric Clapton and Jimi Hendrix.

EXCERPT.

"We were like strangers who knew each other very well." - Will Bloom to his father in the BIG FISH.

THIS JOURNEY.

I don’t have anyting to keep now. Though it gives me comfort to still see you from afar,I still deny myself from believing that this is gone.

I was hoping for you to help me tie the loose ends, or continue weaving some wonderful memories to think of,and to have made the goodbye colorful though we didn’t plan it.
But if this is all life would be about, I’m still happy to have come to know that you were in it.When all things seemed so bittersweetly real for a long time. i didn’t think, not even once, that deception will be the realm of that which, according to you, was what we have.

Though i see you everywhere like each is a stranger, what lie in our eyes are enough to answer all the questions we left unanswered. i will forever traverse that journey . Thank you for making me stronger everyday. And sorry if telling the world meant raining in your colorful parade.

(For Buster - after all.)

ONE SOUL MISSING.

I still cry. but it’s not the boohoo cry. it’s the kind of cry when you think of something you could have done better or could NOT have done if only to keep one important in your life.

when you remember, i will still be here. my mind always flashes back the screen capture of this carnival.*teary* 

why has life given you but taken you?