I want say thank you - praying, wishing, dreaming that this will not end for as long as we live. I swear with my life that i’ve never had this same happiness in my heart ever - and peace…
AWAKENING.
I feel a million times stronger and more sure of myself. Of what i want to be. And where will I be.
Now, my waking moments spin around Wam and Roxeanne, my life at work, my soul with G.
In this journey, i had lost priceless people - what’s important in the present is what I have, which I swear, I never asked God to give me but how thankful I am for having.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)FLEETING.
I want say thank you - praying, wishing, dreaming that this will not end for as long as we live. I swear with my life that i’ve never had this same happiness in my heart ever - and peace…
LEAP OF FAITH. ..
G is the person who told me that my life would go in length if i stop smoking.
Sadly, I learnt to cherish that thought just now when I don’t hear his voice over the phone anymore bugging me with his research on the future complicatons of inhaling tobacco.
He is so far the best male friend, I believe, I have ever known in this entire world. Took me places, introduced me to a life that’s quite so different from what i have always had.Taught me Hindi, fed me at amazing restaurants ( read: amazing is my euphmism to ultra-super-dooper-mega SPICY!), took care of me… Always surprised me. He relished the idea of spoiling me until I could no longer ask for more. Grin.
So many things I can’t make light of right now, as knowing him entails a vast sea of vocabulary for me to define him into one paragraph. It’s surreal. Life sometimes can twist circumstances and leave you flat on the ground.And all you could ever see are stars! I owe him so much that when I think of him, it moves me. No one in my entire lifetime has ever shown me such unconditional respect as he did.
Now, long term plans are coming together. I know it.
G, thank you for you. I thank God for you. You inspire me, more than how you always say I inspire you and help you find the meaning to your life. All the realisation we have spoken about - the palmreader, the many things surrounding our lives that brought us together… You are my angel. The smart, neat, goodlooking-always-driving-a-Ford-because-you-don’t-like-cheap-cars person I will always be PROUD OF. *haha*
I pray, too. For God to bring me to you sooner than February. And there will be another road trip or two, lots of fun to be had. I miss you, I’ll see you soon.
*[For the record, some days I think I’ll stay here with my girls forever and work, other days I think about running back to Delhi and staying there forever and other days I think about travelling some more and living in a couple more countries with Wam and Roxeanne..]